wth~

It’s the worst feeling in the world when you find out that the guy you like is a complete player. The guy that flirted with you, smiled, and made you feel all tingly actually does that to everyone. That everything he did was basically on a check list:

1. Pick the girl

2. Give her a cute nickname

3. Give her special attention

4. Flirt and play with her hair

5. Let her use something you don’t let anyone else use

6. Give her a bit of your booze, or smokes, or even ur Shisha (hookah)

7. Hook up with her and then leave

All that’s left is the hook up, and then he’s done it again, one more girl on his list, one more name, one more heart broken. The worst thing of all is that you can’t hate him, you can’t be mad, because he hasn’t done anything wrong. He didn’t say our names were written in the stars, that he loved me, he didn’t even say he liked me, and yet somehow that just makes it hurt even more. The idea that i walked blindly onto his list, it’s almost like i wrote my own name down, crossed the Ts and dotted the Is. I think that’s what hurts the most